This might be incomplete, this might be a big pile of crap. Truth is today is my birthday, I’ve spent most of the day out with my family and now getting ready to go out with work friends and Aaron bowling. I have a very small window to write this and its been quite the dramatic week but I just don’t have time to figure out what songs would fit it so… I’m gonna try hard. And fast. It’ll fail no doubt.
So last week of sick, back to work tomorrow. Not going to lie I’ve had another bad week as in… Nothing has really happened. Its a struggle to think of anything to write really.
Another boring week on the sick so another boring week. So I’ve cast the net out a little and tried to put some of my feelings in general into it.
As you might be able to tell from my picks this week its been a quiet week all around. I’ve been on sick so haven’t really done much other then sit around feeling sorry for myself.
I always feel sorry for myself.
So this week has been pretty hectic and just a little bit sad and scary. I’ve continued to make bad decisions, I cried a lot and I had a operation which has made it hard to hold my head up anymore.
So this is a strange one. As you might guess I’m a little bit all over the place this week, its the last full week before my operation so depression has set in, I posted the Diary post that showed that I’d done something good to move forward with my life and regretted it every second after…
I’m just a little lost right now so I don’t think I can put into words my week.
SOOOOOOO last week I tried something different. This week I’ve just picked four songs and I’m gonna post the lyrics that speak to me without any commentary because… I physically can’t even begin to explain the pain I’m in without starting to ramble about being in love with a man who is indifferent to my existence, fearing I’m going to die on Thursday and just generally not really wanting to be alive anymore at the same time.
So I’m gearing up for seven hours of Wrestlemania by watching South Park and can’t really remember much about this week. That sounds awful I know but I’m having a bit of a panic about my operation and stuff and this week has kind of just blurred into one long thing soooo….
For fun I thought seeing I’ve discovered Spotify I’d pick a random playlist and the first 4 songs, though I’ll give myself ONE skip but I have to say what song I’m skipping, and try to fit the song somehow into explaining something I DO remember from my week.