365 Challenge : INTJ

Do parties and crowds fill you with energy, or send you scurrying for peace and quiet?

What do you think?

I’m introverted so don’t really like parties and crowds but I think that has a lot to do with me thinking that people would have no interest in hearing what I have to say. It also has a lot to do with my paranoia, I’m always worried that people are judging me or just laughing at me.

Someday I kind of hope that I’ll be able to brave it more often but I doubt it.

I’m getting better with certain kind of crowds, as long as I’m not expected to talk or do anything. I still get real paranoid just in general.

The last time I went to a party I’d been dragged along by my ex and I ended up sat behind them all as they played card games, not a single person said a word to me all night and I just had to sit and hope that my friends would text me as I was all on my own. Maybe that is one of the reasons I hate it?

There are many reasons I hate it though.

I’m not sure how to act in social situations I guess which is the hardest part of it all. I don’t want to annoy people or have them think I’m a idiot so I tend to not talk. My biggest problem at times is purely that I stutter, not in the traditional sense but words just refuse to come out of my mouth correctly so it puts me off talking to people.

Its just really hard.


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