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After another hard day I sit here and put the race on.
Sitting about watching it reminds me of all the dreams I had. At one point I wanted to be a driver then realized I’d have to actually drive something to be a driver (by that time I was a bit old to get into it,) then I wanted to be a reporter but that didn’t work out, especially after I decided to do History as a A-Level instead of media!
Now I work in a shop…..
I mean come on?! I could be the greatest thing to happen to F1 but here I am serving ungrateful people every day of my life, surrounded by people I don’t like doing a job I’m overqualified to do.
For many reasons it is the highlight of my very poor little life. Yes I ruined and wasted my teenages years, no not on drinks and sex like all the cool kids but by sleeping and going on line and dreaming of being a part of F1.
This is it though isn’t it? 25 now. Half these people are younger then me and look where they are! If I have to listen to the “don’t give up on your dream” speech one more time from anyone it might make me puke!
Not because I hate it but because it reminds me time and time again that I fail miserably at anything.
NOT THIS TIME!
No this time I’m fed up of being the one left behind. I have to do something with my life.
I’ll have to make up a to do list…
Yes! The only way to start a big life changing plan is to make a to do list and keep to it.
Keep to it to the last word!
I must make that list. Later. (Any suggestions to go on the list just leave in the comments!)
I also need to find what job I’m good at.
Then I need to find out how to get job interviews.
I’ll probably have to get a passport…
I’m starting to feel I’m making a to do list!
My life is going to change because this is it. I’m fed up and had enough! By the time I’m 30 I will be working in F1. Count on these words I will.